i remember when i was young and i'd wait the whole year for Christmas to come. I'd wake up at 6am and look under a tree for presents. the joy and happiness would fill my heart as i'd see a nice toy. i had everything. family, warm home and safety. i still have that and i am grateful for everything. a lot of bad things happened too, but i know they made me stronger. i've grown so much since last year, became more opened to people. i let them in and now i have so much lovely people around me.

so, thank you, whoever or whatever you are. you made me feel what means having happiness and joy in my heart again, even if i don't get a toy on a Christmas day.